You cought me at a weird time in my life

I have made a new lj. the name is idanceinwalmart

It will be friends only, Ill keep this one as well.

I dont post that much anyway, BUT please comment and Ill add you ^_^

Why does he look like he never sleeps?

Fabio Hit By Flying Bird on Apollo's Chariot

Williamsburg, VA - March 30, 1999 -- Supermodel Fabio suffered a one-inch cut on his nose after a bird hit him while riding the new Apollo's Chariot roller coaster at Busch Gardens Williamsburg.

I tried to tell you, but you ignored the subject. So you think Ive forgotten? Im just more pissed then I was before.

Why the fuck do you think you two can be friends? It doesnt work out with exs. It never will.

I love making puzzels when it rains.

Tomarrow I have school, and then more puzzels ^_^ .... or friends... who knows its a crazy world XD

I love Beefy... and puzzels... but mostly beefy doin puzzels.

God im so angry.

I wish I had the freedom of running at night. But its not healthy for me, and might be dangerous.

Im sure it happens to many poeple. When they get angry they just run. I want to do that. It just happens that I get angry at night.

EBAY IS EVIL! I hate having money, it means I can buy stuff... Which is bad... Because I buy stuff I dont need. Ok so Dior does have really kewl clothing and it is for 20 bucks... but the handeling is 10... And I really dont need to be biding at 4 in the morning! There is a reason why shops close at 8. Because atferwards people become irrational and buy things they dont need, and then get pissed when they wake up and realised what they did.

Theres my rant about ebay. The movie 'the transporter' was really funny. I dont think it was meant to be funny, but it was so ridiculous that it ended up being great. I made more rice crispy treats... because theyre great and messy. And im a fatty :P

Imma try to rest... byzz everyone.

Today I woke up in a horrible position, and with a worse neck pain. I think Ive been getting sick, I useually do this time of year. But I think I stopped it, I just stayed in all day... Well almost all day.

I had to go to Giovannis to hook up his new printer, new dvd player, and fix his cable. I told him Id help him a while back when he bought me something for my ipod. So today I went over did it all, and stayed till my mom brought him back from the doctors. So he asked how much he owed me, and I just said nothing, and left a bit later. Hed already payed me in my opinion. Anywayz my mom got home a bit later with 200 bucks for me.

So after I buy a few new things for school, I think im going shopping. Kiwi call me when your ready to go ^.^

Well I finished English a few hours ago... it sounds difficult but it should be fun.

Im in the arcitect class now... and the teachers crazy. Not only did it take him 45 min for roll call but we havent done anything yet. its almost 2:10... and hes taking people to pay a lab fee. Ill do it later. I think the fee is 4 bucks :P. Anyway after that we get a break from 2:15 to 2:45... A break from what? All Ive been doing is reading. And he knows it, he told me "keep on reading, theres a lot of down time" .... Well yea! were not doing anything. 3 Hours of nothing. So I guess in a bit Ill go to the bathroom, do my make up and call beefy? I dont know what to do... Im almost done with my book. I guess I should have brought another... Just in case.

In the sceme of things I guess itll be better for later on when I have a lot of work for English. But still.... So0o0oo BORED!

Ahh cant sleep!!

Why is it so early? Listening to those sleepy cds doesnt help much. It just put me in a weird trance of thought. I have a feeling Mattpo would have a solution.

So0o0o0 Mattpo.... make your next move.

Wo0t I start school on Tue.

Im so scared.

I suck at English, but the tests say otherwise. So off to Honors I go.

....Imma die.

You guys are sooo funny. OOOh my life is so crazy, blah blah... who gives a shit. Do you think everyones life is just 'happy'? Its really my fault for not deleting you people sooner. You know I expected this from you two. I guess I never thought of you as great...Well just that once a long time ago(I guess I always hoped it might go back to that). But from him? Maybe its that hes a full blown adult or the fact that he does things that arent the norm(at his age). Im not quiet sure, but what a petty worm he turned out to be. Deserting a friend like that.

I think Im going to get a few responces with "oh but you deserted so and so" and to this I respond: No, because I would never leave them with no where to go but back.

When a friend takes a step forward you dont try to make it hard to keep walking. Even if they arent your friend, as a human being you should try to help.

You people are lowlifes, no better then the maggots.

Enjoy your heat.

I passed!!

That test I took forever ago to see if I passes High School.... Welll I did ^^


Now I have to go to college.... Well itll be fun ^^

I want to write an email to you, and tell you everything thats going on in my head.

But I wouldnt want to hurt you.

....And I couldnt live with myself if I upset you.

I could never tell you how special you are to me, mostly because you wouldnt believe me.

....And I wouldnt want to seem like a liar in your eyes.

So Ill settle for silence.... even if it makes you sore.

You guys are morons.

Dont get me into your little fights.

Lets keep the facts straight: Only I can call the cops, only I can press charges.

You know, I dont have anything against you guys. Leave me out of your drama, and well be fine.

~Thanks

The Expatriate Achtung! You are 30% brainwashworthy, 40% antitolerant, and 14% blindly patriotic

Congratulations! You are not susceptible to brainwashing, your values and cares extend beyond the borders of your own country, and your Blind Patriotism ("patriotism" for short) does not reach unhealthy levels. In Germany in the 30s, you would've left the country. One bad scenario -- as I hypothetically project you back in time -- is that you just wouldn't have cared one way or the other about Nazism. Maybe politics don't interest you enough. But the fact that you took this test means they probably do. I'm gonna give you the benefit of the doubt. Did you know that many of the smartest Germans departed prior to the beginning of World War II, because they knew some evil shit was brewing? Brain Drain. Many of them were scientists. It is very possible you could be one of them, depending on your age. Conclusion: Born and raised in Germany in the early 1930's, you would not have been a Nazi.

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 25% on brainwashworthy You scored higher than 59% on antitolerant You scored higher than 10% on patriotic

Link: The Would You Have Been a Nazi Test written by jason_bateman on Ok Cupid

:P

the Provacateur (60% dark, 39% spontaneous, 50% vulgar)

your humor style: VULGAR | COMPLEX | DARK You'll crack on anything, and you're often witty, even caustic, about it. Therefore, your sense of humor is polarizing. You're transgressive, and you've got a seriously sharp 'edge'--maybe too much for some folks. If they get you, people think you're one of the funniest (and smartest) people in the world. If they don't, they think you're an ass. Whatever, right? While some might question your judgement, your comic intellect is unquestionably respected. PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Chris Rock - Lenny Bruce - George Carlin

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 90% on dark You scored higher than 15% on spontaneous You scored higher than 70% on vulgar

Link: The 3 Variable Funny Test written by jason_bateman on Ok Cupid

On another note, happy 5 months to me and Beefy ^^.
<3

holy crap i love gay guys. oooh man.... date my mom is an awesome show.

so today i have to do work for tomarrow, then im going to disney with beefy. i hope i dont die in the heat.

Holy crap. I was just watching totally spies.... well still am watching totally spies, and this episode is about teenagers who get brainwashed and go to places and destroy them. But the spies call it raves. The brainwashed kids go to secret locations with invites only passes, put on passifiers and go inside. Its crazy, theres lazers, music, and people wearing wierd clothes.

I wonder if the rave scene was always so popular. Or are they just now adding it to cartoons?

Update: the music hypnotises them... its sorta happycore, actually i think ive heard it before. anywayz... imma keep watching.

I love it when people leave without saying bye. It gives you reassurance, knowing that they dont care enough to even say "bye".

Yesterday I didnt feel too good and so Beefy stayed with me in the room, once everything was better we went out for the "party".... But I dunno, I guess I wasnt in the partying mood. Around 3 everyone left, and me and Beefy cleaned. It was pretty funny messing with the drunk people, but it just made me never want to drink again. I prolly will for the hell of it, but man it was funny and sad at the same time.

For those of you who remember David, he called me. It was weird, I guess Im going to see him on Tue. Half of me wants to kick his ass but the other half just wants to make fun of him till he crys. Ill prolly do the second, just cause he sucks. Although he prolly wont get any of the jokes cause hes a moron. Damn, this is going to be a tough decision.

Anyway tonight were going to cosmic bowling. Ive never done that so it should be fun.

I miss San Diego, today I slept for 3 hours because it was so hot here.

I miss Kiwi. I wanna talk with her, just about stuff.

I love Beefy.

I hate the 4th of July.

I stayed home with my mom, dad, and grandpa. We ate food at our table and had akward conversations about what Im going to do for the rest of my life. Then we talked about my Uncle. And how great he treats his wife(sarcasum), which later resulted in us talking about her children and how her 30yr old son still owes me a new Nintendo 64. I hate him. Bastard prolly sold it for crack money... hehe ^^

Everyone drank... except me because im too "young" to drink. Whatever.

Anyway we then saw the Seaworld fireworks, that for some reason ended short with no end. The end is the best part. Why is there no end? damn seaworld, make me go out in the cold for no ending.

At least I got new shoes today, and my lip stuff ^^... being with my mom for a bit was fun... The coming home part to see what little of my family is here, is the part I would skip all over agian.

Wrap up: Im sad I didnt go to Beefys family thingy, I got kewl shoes, Nintendo 64 rocks, and I think I just heard an accident outside.